Tonight, I would like 2 write about something that kinda pisses me of. It’s 33 past 12 and I just watched a movie, a good movie, actually it was the kind of good movie that fills my horny little hart with hope. Too much hope! It was that kind of movie that has many things that u like in it: comedy, at least one hot woman AND Video Games. Amazing isn’t it? It was funny and interesting but it just gave me a lot of hope, hope that my life is gonna be better soon, when I know it’s not. When in this movie, I saw this great game, it gave me hope that soon, I will find a game that I will play the best, a game at which I will kick everybody’s ass at. When in this movie, I saw everybody having a good time partying and laughing, it gave me hope, that soon, I will have great friends which I will have amazing fun with. When in this movie, I saw this guy with this hot girl being all lovie dovy, it gave me hope that soon, I will have a girl to..have and be with. Do you see why I feel so miserable now? Well not that miserable but just..very very frustrated. A really bad part of all this is that I still have hope and optimism for the future. I still feel that when I will grow up, I will be happy, I will be having a steady job, a steady relationship and a sturdy group of friends that purposely wouldn’t let me down. And that just isn’t right. Who knows what will happen in the future? What problems will have to deal with? And how the hell am I gonna get a steady job on the rate I’m going at school. I suck(figurately)! I don’t know at which high school, I’m gonna go to and is gonna be a good one, will I do good at the national examination? I could have the positive answer if I just wanted it bad enough! I pray to God to help all of us to find our paths.